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Current music:	tom petty

Elizabethtown
So, I just watched the movie, and well I havent updated in a while so what the heck. Great flick, by the way. It really makes me want to go on a roadtrip.....possibly when I drive to California. Speaking of, I will no longer have confused and ranting entries about that matter. I took the job in the UCLA medical Center in their emergency department. Im thrilled, scared, nervous,flattered, pleased, heartbroken all at the same time. Heartbroken? Yeah, I am going to miss home. Its just a fact. Ive spent 22 years now exclaiming how much Peoria sucks and how I cant wait to finally get out. Well, when "finally getting out" is a few short months away, you start to see things a bit differently. I took the job Tuesday and its only Thursday (Friday morning).......but I knew I was going to do it so these feelings have been a long time coming. I have to go. I have to see what else there is, even if it is 2000 miles away from the place I call home. Thinking ahead, Autumn is probably going to be the hardest time to get through. Lets be honest, you just CANT beat the weather in Southern california. Not in my opinion anyways. A place where you can lay on the beach all day pretty much year round, but at night you better have a sweater for that cool breeze. Autumn in Illinois is my favorite though. I will get married in Autumn. I have even considered Autumn for the name of my first daughter. Haha. Now, thats weird to think about!! So when Im soaking up the rays out on the beach, maybe, just maybe I'll miss the weather here. Well, I KNOW I will. But soon after, I'll laugh all the way to the beach when the winter months come. So, I'll just have to get through the time I love so much to be in Illinois. I think I could be worse off :)
Im sure from now on my livejournal will be filled with sappy, sentimental entries when I have the time. (or some good movie gets to me).
Im so ready to graduate and move. But I'm SO not at the exact same time.
What a feeling. But the excitement overwhelms me.

well, time for some California Dreamin'

love you friends.