Current mood:	tired
Current music:	nada at the moment

I dont want to study.
Once again, an effort to procrastinate. I just got home from the senior SK activity for I-week. I'm really glad I went for a while. Stef came too. We're not around as much as the other seniors, but its great to see everyone, new and old members! Especially my wonderful cousin! We really do need to go out soon. Anywho, school is the same old, same old. I have a giant cardiac exam tomorrow morning, and I really need to get down to it and study. Things are going just fine in that respect, though. I'm pretty much just content right now. Maybe not 100% thrilled about unnamed relationship status'. Honestly, I dont ever bring it up anymore to "talk" because I have been trained to feel like Im being annoying and pressing. All I really want is open-ness and honesty. I refuse to be convinced that THAT is too much to ask. And obviously, Im resorting to livejournal to talk about it with myself. Lately, I havent felt at all included in any plans. In fact, when Im thrown into social situations and people ask me whats going onr relationship wise, my response is generally, "dont ask me, but I dont really think Im in any of the future plans." I know what I want, but does anyone else?? I'll probably never get an answer. Honestly, though, things are going very well, and I am happy. I just dont want to be stuck in this constant. Anywho, thoughts of SoCal keep dashing through my mind, but have been set aside for the most part. Ill be sure to keep all my buddies updated! Okay, well I just realized that I REALLY need to study........
geeeeez.....

Have a great night all!
love
jen